Dare to Dream ...

5th FEBRUARY, 2011
Codeine phosphate, Chlorpheniramine Maleate, carmoisine and FCF compose up Corex Cough syrup which is Anti-allergic, Anti-tussive and dry cough reliever. Levo-cetrizine is for allergic throat and nose rather Levofloxacin is one step higher content used as antibiotics which is too inferior than Azithromycin. Even children discern about Paracetamol but Diclofenac sodium is vastly effectual as pain reliever. Omeprazol, Ranitidine, Rabeprazol are acidity curers. Serratiopeptidase for controlling swelling after Gynac and endoscopic surgery where again Clid –VL, Candid CL and Onabet V1 that contains Sertaconazole nitrate are for vaginal infection. One of my best learning – Levonorgestrel which is contraceptive well known as I-Pill or Unwanted-72 in market and Sildenafil Citrate is an oral therapy for erectile dysfunction – A prominent name is Viagra ;) :D.

7 YEARS AGO,
12th science stream and Mom-Dad never had strained me toward schoolwork ever past 12 years from Junior K.G. to 11th (standard science stream), making me self-assured that they’ll never raise concerns over 12th furthermore even if it was central board year that would hoist up line of business for me. Neither they ever asked pertaining to my subjects nor had I ever to give details. Not confident - I ought to seize proud out of it or not, but in my 12 steps of edification so far, I never acquire educational help from Mom-Dad. It slipped through out my way and turn out as luminous part on each career steps. The fact is – My Mom and Dad are low with education but infinitely high with family cultures, social manners, immeasurable religious touch and incomparable love for us. There’re endless precious words for writing about my Mom-Dad nurturing me up out of excruciating conditions, and I’ll definitely grab that honor some other day :)

They never were able to distinguish between Chemistry and physics, all they knew was – “Their son is learning and he’ll make his way surely”. Neighbors’ve told times on times – “jESS, you will become doctor one day and your brother will be compounder (as he was low with study) and I used to LOL :D :D :D ”. I used to feel on 9th cloud when school teachers and mates uttered akin words – “jESS, you can crack Doctorine“. In-fact it’s been golden era of my schooling life when being topper of the class, girls/boys used to be around for solving Maths and physics :) I was/am born sporty and particularly cricket has always planted seeds of attraction, fame and proud in spectators’ hearts. Needless to say - I was CHAMPION from all perspectives during schooling :)

APRIL - MAY, 2003
“Life screws you right when you think you’ve figure it out” (Remember five points someone?). My over-confidence and extra affection on girl (Mera pahela pahela pyaar ;) :D) ended me up in low grading out of what others had highly anticipated – I let them down. People consoled me saying -“Result of the 2003 was Low” but what I truly believed was - I let them all down. All words which used to make me feel my supremacy - were subsequently just bitter past joke which I can’t even laugh on having tears in eyes :) I barely was able to make eye contact with people around for some days who’d high hopes & expectancy on me. Mom as always supported from all side but - Was I deserving that? jESS got the utmost freedom in his life whose Mom-Dad never let occurred single word when putting book aside he used to talk for hours on Landline with reason of this day. I never’d been mature for love and juvenile attraction prepared tough rather impossible highway towards my DREAM which were more precisely other’s DREAM :)

2 MONTHS LATER
“Life always makes a way, the way water makes it in hills”. Two months later I’m nonetheless part of Nirma University learning computer science which in-fact I’d started as miserable student lowering standard of study that was offered and getting low grades in initial three semesters. A person, who knew zilch of switching on/off the computer, was by then struggling with C & C++. Someday a student used to be acme of the classroom and now he’s meager fellow among the brightest talents from different metropolitans across. Honestly speaking, I sensed the way never before while getting myself insulted in classroom by our faculties. Reason I put forward was “The girl of my life” but factual reason was “jESS – The loser”. One can defeat any depriving circumstances but I could not- in-fact I was not “THE ONE” :(

4th SEMESTER, NIT, 2005
As I said “One can defeat any depriving circumstances” and it begun taking place right from 4th semester once I lost my job in cyber café which again had I been doing to cure undoable choice of my life opting “Splendor +” instead of “Intel motherboard with Desktop and operating devices”, which when running out of money for releasing carbon out of 1.5 feet long silencer converted from 40 Rs/Litre petrol. Purchasing bike was one of the biggest mistakes of my life(you must raise eye-brow asking for no. of BIGGEST mistakes I’ve made in 24 years and I would say Countless ;) :D ). Had I purchased computer, would’ve been productive for putting up grades and logical skills in programming to some other heights, which yet I attempted to raise by giving 5 hours in cyber café job along with 10 hours of NIT schedule. Strictly, I absolutely just couldn’t perform my duties well in my 5 hours job of cyber café ending up myself in Yahoo chats, porn and other useless surfing. Don’t laugh if I say - “Though by then I learnt how to switch on/off computers, how to clean them using wet rug, how to cheat putting money in pocket by unloging the customer before his time, how to reduce count of printing resulting 5 Rs/Page as black money and increase official salary of 1500 to greater than 2000 per month ;)

“Thief is not called Thief until he’s caught.” I even could not become smart thief as I was caught few times carrying unethical withdraw in night shifts and lastly i was way out of Cyber café when my Boss found new cheater named BHARAT. I can’t say if BHARAT conquered me in immoral withdrawals and stealing cash from counter, but who cares now? – I was back to home forever losing my first job of life :)

“Success lies in bouncing back when you hit hard at bottom, not in how high you climbed”– I was IN now. I lost 1st girl of life, 1st dream of life and 1st job of life but wasn’t ready for loosing B.TECH by then. I became sincere rather than serious about my B.Tech and started doing well in college. IN 4th semester - Never bunked single class and started sitting with some of the diligent mates, giving assignments on time, being well prepared for next classes and making out notes of every lecture. Recollected C and C++ concepts in 4th semester which I passed in 1st year somehow copying from Warrier Abhay(03BCE119) sitting just before jESS(03BCE120). Hard-work and positive thinking gives the way one wants if direction is correct. For the 1st time in NIT, I scored 7+ PPI and I knew now jESS is back :). Honest feel after a long long long time. I bounced back and now just needed to go on. I was nevertheless good at communication skills which conquered me IN Syntel Pvt. Ltd during campus interviews of 5th semester. Soon after 1.5 year, completed my B.Tech with first class which I never had imagined I would do :)

“Straight Roads never make good drivers” and “Only hard-work is not option of life” . I won’t mention much on efforts I put in Syntel for getting project and passing out Insurance with highest grades. Being topper in team of 10 mates in Assembly and top 5th in Mainframe Technologies in group of 30+ mates, road seemed straight once I got project but again.........

4th AUGUST, 2008(10 MONTHS AFTER JOINING SYNTEL)
I am sitting with HR Admin “Praveen Gandhe” talking about my termination and regretting on childish mistake I did in Syntel of misusing corporate Email ID. Honestly speaking- I was just a ONE COUNT for SYNTEL during recession lay offs. As I said “Hard-work is not only option of life”. I was out of Syntel with no countable experience searching for another job in recession which was akin to chew iron.....

23rd SEPTEMBER, 2008
Getting job with Mainframe background was impossible with 10 months of experience at time of recession. Since 4th august, for a month I tried every contact of my w910i phone book and result was NIL- No call for interview. Called up numerous consultancies but – all I get out of it was – BULLSHIT. Figuring out stumped in worst situation I cursed Praveen Gandhe loads of times. Finally one compromise.......

“To Win game of Chess, one has to take steps backward also”.I moved down my focus on Software Testing field even if I worked on Mainframe coding in Cobol and JCL. I put my all efforts in testing concepts and started giving interviews in Ahmedabad local companies rather looking for MNCs which lets u stand in interview with minimum 2 years of exp. I failed to clear testing interviews in some companies but never failed to get experience out of failures. In-fact I believed –“To fail is not bad but to stop looking for success is worst”. Failure is step of success – isn’t it? Lastly, after ~3 months of hardwork with all dedication I applied, on 22nd September, 2008 I got call from Chitra Sharma, HR of Coulera Technologies(now a days good friend) and I was informed for clearance of 4 rounds of interviews in testing including Aptitude test, technical written, Technical face to Face and HR interviews. Happy days back again!! Actual meaning of success I experienced in these 3 months, However Dream is poles apart from Success......

“Dream is not what you see while sleeping but it’s something that never let you asleep” – a well forwarded SMS which has travelled thousand times from NOKIAs to ERICSSONs to SAMSUNGs to all others. While forwarding, by no means one could take in the pure gist of priceless words spoken by Abdul Kalam – but I’ve been apprehending it since last year. I was given lowest appraisal despite handling the finest tasks of my job, which again was kind of injustice feel due to politics being played in almost all IT companies. “Worst gives u best if u can get” and so the worst appraisal in my life gave me strength to reopen closed door towards my dream. “jESS and Business” together – sounded good. Had already been looking for some way of getting own business which can make it worthless getting highest/lowest appraisal and all bullshit politics. Mine, but more precisely other’s lost dream revived when......

AKSHAR MEDICAL, BOPAL, APRIL’2010
jESS,Bhavin and Sanjay are 3 parteners for medical business that was initiated in APRIL, 2010. Every day I learn medical science that was lost after my 12th. It’s never been only business for me, but it’s been "Living My Dream" 4-5 hours everyday after software life of 9 hours. I don’t recall when I lastly slept well enough but if waking up keeps me feeling alive with dream - then why not? Atleast i DARE TO DREAM and live it.....

3 hrs of “Home-Office-Bopal-Home” Journey, 9 hrs of Software life and 4-5 hrs for my lost &revived dream gives summation of 17 hours. 1 hour for all other activities of regular life gives me final count of 6 hours to sleep. Abdul Kalam stands correct for his words … Doesn’t he?